I LOST MORE THAN A COWBOYS FOOTBALL GAME
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Tuesday, November 4, 2025
REMEMBER WHEN I EXPLAINED... NEVERMIND "In Vegas playing with Aliens #Area51
Residents near Lake Mead, Nevada, have been left terrified after thunderous, metallic booms echoed through the canyons — loud enough to shake windows and trigger over 50 calls to 911. 😳🌵
Locals say the eerie sounds rolled across the desert near the Hoover Dam, like a “giant metal door groaning in the distance.” Gas companies have denied any leaks or work in the area, and officials still can’t explain the source.
Some believe it’s pressure from underground pipelines… others say it’s something far stranger. 👀 With Area 51 just over 100 miles away, theories range from secret drills to government experiments beneath the desert.
Whatever it is — the sound of the Nevada desert has never been so chilling. 🌫️
#LakeMead #NevadaMystery #Area51 #Paranormal #Unexplained #CreepySounds #ConspiracyTheories
Monday, November 3, 2025
I’m not myself right now.
Devone’s birthday is coming up, and I don’t even know how to feel. Part of me wants to celebrate the memories, to smile and remember the laughter, but another part of me aches in silence. It’s strange how a single date can hold so much love, loss, confusion, and the kind of longing that words never seem to reach.
One moment I’m fine, even laughing, and the next I’m zoning out, lost in thoughts that pull me backward. I keep telling myself to stay strong, to focus on the present, but my heart drifts to places I thought I had healed from. It’s exhausting pretending that everything’s okay when inside, I feel like I’m breaking in slow motion.
Every day I wake up hoping the heaviness in my chest will lift, but it lingers quiet, invisible, yet so loud. I try to keep busy, to move forward, but some memories refuse to fade. They come back softer now, but they still sting. It’s like I’m caught between gratitude for what was and grief for what can never be again.
Some days, I convince myself I’m okay—that I’ve made peace with the past. But even the strongest hearts have tender places. And right now, mine just hurts. I’m tired of pretending that being strong means being numb. I’m tired of hiding the tears behind smiles and small talk. I just miss… everything that once felt whole.
I know healing takes time. I know feelings resurface when we least expect them. But this year, I’m trying to give myself permission to feel to sit with the memories without shame or resistance. Maybe this is what healing really looks like: learning to remember with love instead of pain.
Maybe one day, I’ll look back on this birthday and see how far I’ve come. Maybe I’ll finally feel peace where the ache used to live. But for now, I’m just breathing through it honoring the love, the lessons, and the space between what was and what still is.
#NFL: MICHAEL STRAHAN... #PALISADES IS GONE... OUR #HISTORY Call me ugly to collect $1 Billion
Reminder, they murdered your father, and tried you on a #rocket
YOU KNOW IF I AM IN ISOLATION I AM AT MY DESK
I TOLD YOU THAT RITUAL WOULD BACKFIRE!!!
#LIMITED #RESPONSES
GREAT IDEA!!!
Salisbury Steak 🥩 -Don't LOSE this Recipe 😋
1 (10 1/2 ounce) cans Campbell's French onion soup
1 1/2 lbs ground beef
1/2 cup dry breadcrumbs
1 egg
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/8 teaspoon ground black pepper, to taste
Must express something to keep getting my recipes....
Sunday, November 2, 2025
SUCCESSFUL BUDGETING FOR A #MONTH GROCERIES $85 #WALMART 30 MEALS
🛒 One-Month Grocery List – Budget Under $85
🥩 Meats – $50
Chicken Wings (4 lb bag) – $13
Chicken Breasts (3 lb bag) – $9
Ground Beef (3 lb roll) – $17
Salmon (2 lb bag) – $11
(Prices may vary slightly, so you can adjust by swapping salmon for tilapia or canned tuna if needed)
🍝 Pantry Staples
Spaghetti Noodles (2 lbs) – $2
Macaroni Noodles (1 lb) – $1.25
Pasta Sauce (x4 jars) – $5
Instant Rice Cups (4-pack x4 = 16 cups total) – $6
Kidney Beans (chili style, x6 cans) – $5.40
Tomato Sauce (x4 cans) – $2.80
🥬 Fresh Produce
Tomatoes (3–4 count bag) – $2.50
Lettuce (head or bag) – $1.75
💰 Estimated Total: ≈ $84.70
✅ Budget Tip:
If salmon prices run higher that week, switch it for a bag of frozen tilapia or a 6-pack of canned tuna to stay within budget. You can also stretch meals with extra rice, beans, and pasta for hearty stews or casseroles.
Last minute change, I swapped the Salmon for Catfish Filets $3.00+ more

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CURSE ME!!! I WILL CURSE YOU BACK!!!
Judge Not, Lest Ye Be Judged
I am devastated, confused, but finally at peace with a painful truth. For years, I was called mentally ill, unstable, and unfit, not because I was broken, but because I dared to challenge a system built on dysfunction and silence. Leaders in powerful positions those entrusted to protect justice and fairness targeted me, not to serve truth, but to advance their own careers, secure promotions, and profit from my pain.
I once held deep admiration for men like former Chief Judge Evans, Reverend Jesse Jackson Sr., Reverend Al Sharpton, Congressman Bobby Rush, and Congressman Danny Davis. Their voices once represented courage and conviction to me. To realize that those I respected most either remained silent or worse, contributed to my downfall is something that still confuses my soul.
My children were taken from me illegally. My son was murdered in cold blood. My home, my peace, and my identity were dismantled piece by piece. And through it all, those in authority joked, celebrated, and justified their actions as if my suffering was entertainment proof of their power.
I understand now that I never would have been allowed to “win.” Because to win would have meant exposing everything: the corruption, the conspiracy, and the cover-up that runs deep. The truth was never welcome in their courtroom.
But I no longer carry that burden. I’ve released it.
What I will do, however, is continue to follow up on the activities and actions taking place here in Clark County. I will not be silent where I now stand.
So, to those who reminded me through your cruelty, your laughter, and your indifference why I will never return to Chicago, thank you.
And to my children: may you one day understand that you were stolen from me, not because I didn’t fight for you, but because I fought too hard for justice in a place where justice had already been sold.
Now you understand how my judge got switched, and how I lost my case ValentinevsPippen2024L002166.
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