I’m not myself right now.

Devone’s birthday is coming up, and I don’t even know how to feel. Part of me wants to celebrate the memories, to smile and remember the laughter, but another part of me aches in silence. It’s strange how a single date can hold so much love, loss, confusion, and the kind of longing that words never seem to reach.

One moment I’m fine, even laughing, and the next I’m zoning out, lost in thoughts that pull me backward. I keep telling myself to stay strong, to focus on the present, but my heart drifts to places I thought I had healed from. It’s exhausting pretending that everything’s okay when inside, I feel like I’m breaking in slow motion.

Every day I wake up hoping the heaviness in my chest will lift, but it lingers quiet, invisible, yet so loud. I try to keep busy, to move forward, but some memories refuse to fade. They come back softer now, but they still sting. It’s like I’m caught between gratitude for what was and grief for what can never be again.

Some days, I convince myself I’m okay—that I’ve made peace with the past. But even the strongest hearts have tender places. And right now, mine just hurts. I’m tired of pretending that being strong means being numb. I’m tired of hiding the tears behind smiles and small talk. I just miss… everything that once felt whole.

I know healing takes time. I know feelings resurface when we least expect them. But this year, I’m trying to give myself permission to feel to sit with the memories without shame or resistance. Maybe this is what healing really looks like: learning to remember with love instead of pain.

Maybe one day, I’ll look back on this birthday and see how far I’ve come. Maybe I’ll finally feel peace where the ache used to live. But for now, I’m just breathing through it honoring the love, the lessons, and the space between what was and what still is.

SORRY... #CURSING

#NFL: MICHAEL STRAHAN... #PALISADES IS GONE... OUR #HISTORY Call me ugly to collect $1 Billion Reminder, they murdered your father, and tried you on a #rocket

YOU KNOW IF I AM IN ISOLATION I AM AT MY DESK

I TOLD YOU THAT RITUAL WOULD BACKFIRE!!! 

#LIMITED #RESPONSES 

I CAN SPEAK TO MY PAIN MYSELF 1995 What TV Show did Steve Harvey play in... Where Chevy was cast as The Principal? Do your #Homework...

It's just a movie...

CONGRESSMAN BOBBY RUSH LOST HIS WIFE

WHILE IN LAS HIS OFFICE WAS RAIDED BY POLICE

HE WAS LATER FORCED TO RESIGN

"BLACK PANTHER"... based on life in Vegas with Chris Brown LOL

REMINDER STEVE HARVEY WAS "FORCED TO LEAVE CHICAGO" AFTER AIRING THIS SHOW...

HE SHOWED DEVONTE PIPPEN AND THE CROWD GRASP HE SHOWED HIS FACE ON THE CLOSING VIDEO... YOU #SAW 

Is there a statue of limitation for "murder"?Urgent Request for Pro Bono Representation – 30+ Years of Domestic Violence, Stalking, Harassment, and Attempted Murder

Dear Attorney’s,

I am urgently seeking pro bono legal representation in a matter involving more than 30 years of domestic violence, stalking, harassment, and repeated attempts to cause me and my family harm. Since 1987, NBA player Scottie Pippen has stalked, harassed, and terrorized me and my children, escalating across states and jurisdictions. This abuse has continued from Chicago to California to Los Angeles and now into Nevada.

This case involves not only Intentional Infliction of Emotional Distress (IIED), harassment, and domestic violence, but also the wrongful death of Devonte Pippen and an attempted murder against me, Chyvette Valentine. These acts are not isolated—they are part of a calculated, decades-long pattern of intimidation, surveillance, and violence designed to silence me.

🔹 Murder of Devonte Pippen:
Saying Goodbye – Murder of Devonte Pippen (1.20.2012 at 3:30 am)
Watch Here

The abuse has been persistent and organized, involving not only Scottie Pippen but also several high-profile NBA players, including and not limited to Michael Jordan, Magic Johnson, and Kobe Bryant. Their involvement underscores the depth, influence, and reach of the harassment campaign against me.

For more than three decades, I have endured domestic violence, defamation, economic interference, housing instability, and continuous stalking, while courts in Illinois dismissed or ignored my claims. The escalation to murder and attempted murder demonstrates the severity and urgency of this situation.

🔹 Media Exploitation of My Image Without Consent:

• Wendy Williams Show Season 10 Finale – Scottie Pippen Mistress
  Watch Here

• Scottie Pippen’s 8 Kids & Messy Dating History
  Watch Here

These broadcasts further exploited my image without my consent, compounding my emotional distress and leading to harassment and wrongful job termination.

I am seeking counsel who can:

• Pursue civil claims in Clark County, Nevada for wrongful death, attempted murder, IIED, stalking, harassment, and related damages.

• Address the cross-state nature of these crimes and coordinate with authorities for potential criminal referrals.

• Advocate for my immediate safety and ensure accountability for decades of unchecked abuse.

I can provide extensive documentation, timelines, Cook County court records, and evidence directly linking these individuals to the ongoing harassment and violence. Please also Google “Chyvette Pippen” for further public information regarding this matter.

I am asking for your assistance on a pro bono basis because this campaign of abuse has left me financially drained, emotionally traumatized, and fighting for my survival. Time is critical, and I urgently need counsel who can help me pursue justice.

Please let me know if your firm can assist and how soon we may schedule a consultation.

No, there is generally no statute of limitation for murder under federal law or in most U.S. states, meaning a murder charge can be filed at any time after the crime. This exception exists due to the extreme severity of the crime, allowing for prosecution of "cold cases" with the aid of advancements in DNA technology. However, other serious crimes, like manslaughter or attempted murder, may have specific time limits. 

Dear Scottie,

How much did it cost you to hire an attorney—particularly one who never filed an appearance, responded 105 days late, and was not properly on record? Given the clear mishandling of this matter, I am making one final attempt to settle before you further embarrass yourself in court.

Plaintiff seeks the following damages, commensurate with each Defendant’s conduct:

Scottie Pippen – $150 million (rape, stalking, defamation, wrongful death conspiracy).

Larsa Pippen – $125 million (smear campaigns, housing interference, funding retaliation, collusion and conspiracy to commit murder).

Carl T. Pippen – $750,000 (rape, threats, intimidation, harassment).

Melissa Pippen – $250,000 (email-based harassment, aiding interference).

Jason B. Giller – $24 million (concealment, abuse of legal authority, obstruction of justice).

I am uncertain why you continue to pursue this matter while forcing a false narrative that has no basis. You have seven (7) days to find a way to make this right, accept responsibility, and account for:

My assault,

The murder of my son, and

The ongoing harassment, stalking, and interference, which carries the potential for a fatal escalation.

Your conduct has already caused substantial financial and emotional damage, including delaying my European Book Tour and professional obligations.

This is your final opportunity to resolve matters voluntarily before Plaintiff proceeds to enforce judgment and seek all available remedies in law and equity.

NBC CHICAGO... MARY ANN AHERN

CBS is just as good as ABC THEY ALL RECIEVE THE SAME INFORMATION They actually investigate

ABC 7 CHICAGO: WHAT HAPPENED AT MAC ARTHURS'S... SAME DAY I HAD COURT

I ENJOY WATCHING VAL WARNER EXPLORE HER INNER WHORE ON SET #GHETTO #AF

I refuse to work that detail, don't ask me... not on my VIP she will not represent my values, views and options competing for Scottie Pippen’s attention. 

That WIDE spread, tells it all... GOD will use a ASS when needed. 

STANDARDS SET BY ABC SEEM TO BE DIMINISHING 

VEGAS REPORTERS ARE NOT THAT #TACKY

The groupies he betrayed me for are pathetic, desperate for attention whores... and he still not fighting!!!

I PUT 6 MF RINGS ON HIS HANDS... TOP THAT!!!

Name the dish DIANE prepared for Scottie Pippen for Valentine’s Day 1988???

Name the BARBERSHOP where Oakley, Pippen, and Jordan came to find me... before games????

Name the practice facility, I delivered lunch to players, when called???

2559 Essex, Northbrook, IL 60062, whose address is that?

The year I left Chicago to birth DJ, Jordan left the NBA to play what sport???

William Cook, lawyer for Bulls appeared, you still can't hear me right??? Ok

Yawn 🥱 

ABC: Karen Jordan I will let you explainTracy... explain my relationship with #GOD#Eyes on #ABC... #Ears on V103 3:30-6am pst (5:30-8am #Chicago)

Trust me, I will keep my update time from 6-8am (Chicago 8-10am daily commute)

If only you know how blessed I feel right now

Amen 🙏 🙏 🙏 

GREAT IDEA!!!

Salisbury Steak 🥩 -Don't LOSE this Recipe 😋

1 (10 1/2 ounce) cans Campbell's French onion soup

1 1/2 lbs ground beef

1/2 cup dry breadcrumbs

1 egg

1/4 teaspoon salt

1/8 teaspoon ground black pepper, to taste

Must express something to keep getting my recipes....