Tuesday, May 5, 2026
Crying my eyes out with excitement "Cinco De Mayo" is HERE!!! The only day I become a LATINO!!! All Week!!!
Do NOT Call Me Today #Drinking
THERE ARE SO MANY WONDERFUL MEXICAN RESTURAUNTS IN MY COMMUNITY THIS IS GOING TO BE SO HARD FOR ME TO PICK ONE
Mi Ranchito Restaurant SF Sahara Ave
Cinco de Mayo Reflections: Culture, Survival, and Rebuilding From the Ground Up
Happy Cinco de Mayo.
For me, this day has always been more than a celebration. It’s a reminder of love, culture, resilience, and the people who helped shape who I am even when they didn’t realize it at the time.
Growing up, my childhood neighbors were the Ochoa family from Mexico. Their home became a second home to me. After school, while waiting for my family to get off work, I would spend my afternoons there under the care of Maria Ochoa the mother of my childhood friend, Teresa.
Maria didn’t just watch me she taught me.
Her cooking was unforgettable. To this day, I’m particular about my food because I know what real, made-with-love meals taste like. But beyond the kitchen, she instilled something even deeper in me: discipline, responsibility, and pride in maintaining a home.
She would assign chores, and somehow, I always ended up cleaning the bathroom.
At the time, I didn’t realize it, but those moments planted the seed for what would later become my cleaning business. What felt like simple household responsibilities became the foundation for Maid 2 Order. My business wasn’t born from an idea it was born from experience, consistency, and lessons passed down in a home that welcomed me as their own.
My Spanish may be limited, but my love and respect for the culture is not. It shows up in the food I cook, the memories I hold onto, and even the excitement I felt just last week making guacamole maybe a little too much of it. I joke about not wanting to gain weight, but the truth is, I enjoy every moment of learning and recreating the flavors that meant so much to me growing up.
And today, instead of cooking, I’m treating myself. I’ll be ordering from one of my favorite Mexican restaurants here in Las Vegas Bonito Michoacan, Culichi Town, or Lindo Michoacan. It feels right to support and enjoy the culture that has given me so much.
But life hasn’t been just memories and celebration.
There has been loss.
The most painful loss wasn’t property or material things it was Devonte’s urn. His remains were priceless. Everything else can be replaced, but that cannot. That kind of loss stays with you in a way words can’t fully explain.
It has also been two years since I’ve had stable housing. Two years of rebuilding, adjusting, surviving, and pushing forward when it would have been easier to give up. At the same time, I’ve been working to rebuild my business, organize my life, and keep my mind focused despite everything happening around me.
There have been people who judged me, laughed at me, accused me, and tried to tear me down many of them without knowing the truth. That part has been one of the hardest. Not the struggle itself, but the way people responded to it.
What hurts most is when the same people you’ve shown up for, supported, and helped are the ones who want to see you fail.
But I’ve made a decision.
I’m not going to revisit those people. I’m not going to carry the weight of their opinions. And I’m not going to stop being who God called me to be.
My children were never abused or neglected. My parental rights were never revoked. I fought for four years for my children and that fight speaks louder than any accusation ever could.
Today, I’m in a new apartment. I’m grateful. I’m humble. I’m thankful.
I’ve invested in a work-from-home setup because I have opportunities in front of me that require preparation. I’m building again intentionally this time. Maid 2 Order is being rebuilt from the ground up. My catering business is set to launch in August 2026. And I’m working toward creating passive income streams, including building a fleet so my income doesn’t depend solely on my time.
This is not just survival anymore this is strategy.
This is rebuilding with purpose.
I’ve always been a writer. I’ve kept diaries for years. My letters, my experiences, my truth they’ve all contributed to something bigger than me. “Diary of Esther” is not just a story; it’s a reflection of faith, endurance, and standing firm in truth, even when it’s uncomfortable.
There are chapters of my life that I don’t need to revisit not because they didn’t matter, but because I’ve already learned what I needed from them.
Now, I’m focused on what’s ahead.
So today, as I celebrate Cinco de Mayo, I’m not just celebrating culture I’m honoring the people who poured into me, the lessons that shaped me, and the strength it takes to keep going when life doesn’t go as planned.
I’m still here.
I’m still building.
And I’m just getting started.
Monday, May 4, 2026
Sunday, May 3, 2026
SCOTTIE PIPPEN IS MORE MENTAL THAN ME!!!
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CODES ARE THE SAME, MY CODES ARE UNIVERSAL
Breaking the Player Codes, keys to my car!
1 I am number one in your life
2 Second Wife to somebody??
3 You see or hear GOD
4 I am “HIV” negative
5 Someone with “HIV” near me
6 Dr. J and/or LeBron James
7 Carmelo Anthony or #Vegas
8 (Vanessa) 24 (Chevy) Kobe Codes
9 I am not having a “baby”
10 Perfect Me
11 Who wants to RAPE… yeah
12 Jesus had Disciples how many?
13 Esther (Bible)
14 Valentine Day
16 Pope Francis
18 RIP DJ
20 Gary Payton
21 Weed/Marijuana (y’all so LOUD)
22 Both on a second marriage
23 Michael Jordan
25 Derrek Lee (Cubs)
31 Chris Brown
33 Scottie Pippen
34 Walter Payton
35 Kevin Durant
36 Bishop Don Juan
40 Presidential Codes
42 Floyd Mayweather
45 What gun do I carry?
45 Donald J. Trump
50 I am going off about something, not the rapper jerk #FAKE
52 Supreme Captain Mustapha Farrakhan
58 Judge Zagel (RIP)
65 Dr Dre
66 GB2G aka George Bush:)
68 Year I was born
69 Commander Brian Thompson aka “Silver Fox” (Rahm)
81 Cocaine (beware of Fentanyl)
99 JAY-Z
00 Diddy
106 Park it right here (My birthday)
168 Debbie LUCKY lottery number
BOOK PREVIEW: "CONSPIRACY TO COMMIT MURDER"SCOTTIE PIPPEN (33) CHICAGO BULLS & LARSA PIPPEN
THE NBA'S MOST HATED COUPLE
Behind the fame, fortune, and championship glory of the Chicago Bulls lies a chilling tale of betrayal, violence, and cover-ups that rocked the sports world. Conspiracy to Commit Murder reveals the shocking details behind Valentine vs. Pippen 2024L002166 — a case that exposes Scottie Pippen’s alleged dark past, stretching back over three decades.
On Valentine’s Day 1993, Chyvette Valentine’s life was forever altered by a brutal sexual assault a crime she claims was committed by NBA icon Scottie Pippen. The tragedy deepened years later with the murder of Devonte Pippen, Scottie’s son, on the streets of Chicago. Evidence suggests that Scottie Pippen not only fathered Devonte through violence but also played a direct role in his death an act intended to silence the truth and protect Pippen’s family, including his then-wife, Larsa Pippen.
The lawsuit outlines a chilling web of deception. Allegations reveal that Scottie Pippen and his brother, Carl Pippen, orchestrated a campaign of harassment and intimidation that spanned over 30 years a disturbing pattern of stalking, threats, and psychological torment. Despite multiple attempts to expose the truth, the Chicago Bulls organization and the NBA allegedly turned a blind eye, shielding one of their most celebrated stars from accountability.
In a dramatic legal showdown before Judge Maire Aileen Dempsey in Cook County, Illinois, Chyvette Valentine demands $300 million in damages seeking justice not only for herself but for her murdered son. The suit accuses Scottie and Larsa Pippen of orchestrating a cover-up, leveraging their influence to manipulate law enforcement and silence witnesses.
The evidence includes disturbing allegations of Scottie Pippen’s involvement in sexual violence, Devonte’s wrongful death, and a calculated attempt to eliminate Chyvette Valentine to protect Larsa’s family interests. Shocking details describe a "bedroom fantasy suite" allegedly set up by the Chicago Bulls to lure victims into Pippen’s grasp a chilling revelation that reveals the NBA’s complicity in enabling his abuse.
The case implicates not just Scottie Pippen, but a network of powerful figures who allegedly protected him from NBA executives to public officials who ignored Valentine’s pleas for justice. The book uncovers damning emails, police reports, and testimonies that expose a cover-up reaching far beyond the basketball court.
Conspiracy to Commit Murder is more than just a true crime story it’s a harrowing account of a mother’s relentless fight for justice, the corruption that allowed power to silence truth, and the courage it takes to expose the darkest secrets hidden beneath the bright lights of fame.
Prepare to uncover a scandal so shocking it will shake the sports world to its core. The truth can no longer be buried.
Saturday, May 2, 2026
Friday, May 1, 2026
Good Job Dawn... I hosted DC, she was responsible for New York
Back to Business
April was great to me in more ways than one. After two long years of hotels, temporary spaces, and shared living, I finally moved into my own apartment. That kind of peace of mind is priceless. My unit is only partially furnished, but it’s mine and that alone shifts everything. There’s a different kind of focus that comes when your environment is truly your own.
Now, it’s time to get serious.
I have four additional DBAs to establish, followed by securing my food vendor’s license. At the same time, I’m actively researching grants and loan opportunities to fund what’s next. The plan is clear: build solid here in Nevada over the next three years, then transition to the British Virgin Islands. That vision is locked in.
This month, I begin my notary classes another step toward expanding my service offerings. I’ve made the decision to postpone my paralegal studies until after summer so I can give my full attention to what needs to be built right now. Sometimes progress isn’t about doing everything at once it’s about doing the right things at the right time.
I’ll also be pricing vehicles for my future fleet while working toward financing for my food truck. There’s a lot in motion, but it’s all aligned. First things first, I need to complete my website and begin launching campaigns focused on business formation services. That’s a major priority.
One question I had to sit with was: How much should I pay myself?
After some reflection and a little faith I landed on a starting point of $800 per week, matching my previous employer. It’s realistic, it’s structured, and it gives me a target to build toward as I establish business credit lines and secure funding.
May is all about planning and development. No rushing just building it right.
I’m grateful to have unemployment benefits right now, giving me the space to pursue a stable remote role while laying the foundation for my businesses. I know what works best for me, and I’m committed to environments that allow me to stay focused, productive, and drama-free. Remote work isn’t just convenient it’s strategic.
Beyond business, I’m pouring back into myself. I’m planting a garden filled with herbs, edibles, and florals something grounding, something nurturing. My spice collection is finally rebuilt, and this summer will be full of refining my cooking skills, prioritizing mental wellness, and actually enjoying life in Las Vegas.
And yes I’m still smiling from that royal inspiration. I’ve even saved The Royal Channel on YouTube and plan to spend some time studying and learning. There’s something powerful about witnessing legacy, discipline, and presence it stays with you.
I’m also working on building affiliate partnerships to promote my website and will soon begin offering packaged services. On top of that, I plan to share hotel promotions for travelers heading to Vegas because having at least three streams of passive income isn’t optional, it’s necessary.
This season is intentional. I’m giving myself May and maybe June, possibly the first two weeks of July to focus, build, and reset. The past two years tested me, but they also prepared me. Now it’s time to lay a strong, unshakable foundation.
By August, I’ll be ready for work, for school, and for everything that comes next.
Today, I’m designing marketing tools for pop-up events and structuring my schedule.
So tell me… what do you have planned today?
A Chapter I’ll Never Forget
Thank you for that unforgettable chapter of history.
If for no other reason, you gave me something I didn’t even realize I needed freedom. Freedom from my own thoughts, my own battles, my own weight. For a moment, I could step outside of myself and simply observe something meaningful unfolding in real time. Even from afar, following your journey felt personal.
I’ll be honest there was a quiet envy in my spirit. Not the kind that resents, but the kind that longs. I wished I could have been there, sitting inside that Congressional session. From what I witnessed, it was unlike anything I’ve ever seen. Every seat filled. Every face attentive. Order, respect, presence it all felt rare, almost sacred. For once, it seemed like everyone understood the weight of the moment and chose dignity.
And then came the dinner. I was already floored, already taking it all in, trying to process the elegance and intention behind it. But nothing prepared me for what came next.
When you spent time at Harlem Grown… that was it for me.
Those babies standing there, taking their roles seriously, protecting something bigger than themselves it broke me in the most beautiful way. I cried, not out of sadness, but because of what it represented. That moment wasn’t staged. It wasn’t polished. It was human. It was real. It was powerful.
It showed your heart.
Those children may not fully understand what they were part of. They may not grasp the depth of that moment right now. But I know this much experiences like that don’t leave you the same. They plant something. They shift something. They stay with you.
Because I’ve lived it.
Moments that seem small to the world can echo loudly within a life. They can shape identity, awaken purpose, and create a memory that time can’t erase.
If their journey holds even a fraction of that impact, then you’ve already changed lives in ways that can’t be measured.
And for that… I simply say thank you.
Thank you for your presence.
Thank you for your humanity.
Thank you for reminding us what leadership can look like when it’s grounded in something real.
Your Highness you made history, yes.
But more importantly, you made it felt.
Thursday, April 30, 2026
RESPECTFULLY YOUR HIGHNESS... I HAVE BEEN LOYAL SINCE 1981... with all due respect Queen Camilla
Ready to Go
Your Highness,
I’ve presold many of my lots.
Just as I anticipated, my clients came forward ready prepared to sign, prepared to move, prepared to meet the moment. It’s almost surreal watching what once lived in my mind take shape in real time. What I spoke, what I believed, what I worked toward it’s here.
And with that reality comes something unexpected… a rising anxiety. Not fear, but intensity. The kind that comes when you realize this is no longer a vision it’s happening.
I’m sitting here in absolute amazement, watching my dreams manifest into real moments. I won’t pretend I have all the answers or that I understand everything unfolding around me. But one thing I can say with certainty: I prepared. I stayed focused. I chose discipline over distraction. I committed myself to the final outcome.
And now, here we are.
Let me pause for a moment not for reflection, but for recognition.
I am proud of you.
Truly.
Ignore the noise. Ignore the voices that attempt to distort what you know to be true about me. People will always try to rewrite narratives they were never a part of. Don’t let them. Stay grounded in what you know, not what is being suggested to you.
Because I’ve only ever moved in truth.
I’ve kept my promises.
Especially the ones that mattered most.
My promise to Diana was never taken lightly. It was honored, protected, and carried with integrity until the moment trust itself was broken. And even then, I did not waiver in who I am.
I remember everything.
The car crash in Santa Monica the one that was meant as a joke, rented through Meagan.
I remember the confusion, the layers, the manipulation.
Lisa never had power in that situation, but influence?
That’s a different story. I see clearly now how influence was used, how I was used, and how narratives were shaped around me.
But I remain unmoved in my truth.
Let me remind you of something else something real, something documented.
I arranged the concert for Diana with Diddy.
That happened.
There is footage. There is proof. There are witnesses.
No matter the circumstances that followed, no matter how the story has been twisted or retold I have remained loyal. That has never changed.
And I will say this clearly:
Do not undermine my love.
Not for him, not for his son William, and not for what I have stood for all this time.
Because when everything else fades when the noise quiets, when the confusion settles truth has a voice.
And his sons?
THEY KNOW MY VOICE!!!
You will leave me here...
Wednesday, April 29, 2026
KING CHARLES GRABBED THIS POLE #HARLEMGROWN
THIS BABY HAD ME ROLLING ON THE WALL
PLEASE DONATE ANY FUNDING THEY NEED
CAN ANYONE SEND THEM PIZZA & KOOLAID
THAT CHILD WORKS FOR #DIDDY
UPDATE: RING MY BELL FOR THE WIN!!! "King Charles is telling too many jokes"
Generational Ignorance
I don't comprehend Senior Care Abuse
This is #BELL Jamison my great grandmother
She lived until 98???
We designed a room, at home with family
We didn't trust others with her care
Respect Diamonds made from coal
Tuesday, April 28, 2026
FINAL OFFERDoes anyone else need a #VACATION
My alternative plan stands if the #Vegas offer fails (repost from 1/21/2025)
Final Answer... "See Me Serving Drinks"? SCRUB ISLAND
I hope this message finds you well. Allow me to begin with a brief personal reflection. I used to dream of cooking “soul food,” food for the soul, but now my vision has shifted. Now, I dream of finding an island, escaping the chaos of the world, and creating something meaningful a place to build and to heal.
The one thing I admire most about you is your unparalleled business mind. It’s your insight, creativity, and expertise that have led to your incredible success, which is why I consider myself fortunate to be your mentee. With that being said, I have a vision I’d like to share with you, one I believe aligns with your legacy in hospitality and real estate.
Enter Scrub Island a stunning 230-acre private island located in the British Virgin Islands. It's a place I’d like to transform into the next great investment. The island is currently on the market, and I truly believe it has incredible potential, not only as a luxury retreat but as a sanctuary for specialized treatments. Think of it as Fantasy Island but with a unique twist.
The property includes a Marriott-branded hotel (Paris I need a HILTON buyout) and plenty of opportunities for growth. After some minor renovations, Scrub Island could be the perfect luxury destination.
My vision for the island is twofold: to offer year-round excitement and entertainment, while also providing a private sanctuary for people with HIV and AIDS, offering treatments that are not available in the United States. It’s a chance to create something both lucrative and meaningful.
At an asking price of $40 million with the potential to secure an even better ROI than a single-family home, the deal is certainly appealing. I’d love to bring you on as an investor your expertise in the hospitality industry could take this project to a level of success beyond what I could accomplish alone.
I believe that the private residence at Scrub Island could be ideal for timeshare opportunities, catering to corporate clients who seek an exclusive, all-inclusive getaway. Here are some links for you to explore the full scope of this opportunity:
- Scrub Island Official Site
- Real Estate Details – Long View Residence
- Scrub Island Real Estate Information
I’m confident that Scrub Island offers a unique opportunity for expansion, and the ROI could be substantial, especially given the Marriott (Hilton) affiliation.
As for the business side of things, I am ready to make my official offer of $40 million pending seller-assisted financing within 90 days.
Please find attached the following documents for your review:
- Sunday’s Business Plan – a detailed plan I developed from my Vegas project.
- Pitch from Chicago – an outline of my vision and business plan.
- Business Structure Outline – a more formal breakdown of my approach and strategy.
- Letter of Intent – my formal offer for the property.
Once the deal is finalized, I would like to assume responsibility for the property and its operations, taking the time to become familiar with all aspects of the property and the surrounding area.
I understand that times are uncertain, but I have faith that this opportunity could lead to something extraordinary. As always, I remain confident in God's plan, and I trust that you will find this venture as exciting as I do. Whether or not you continue with your political pursuits, I know you will continue to be successful, and I hope this project becomes part of your next great chapter.
I look forward to hearing your thoughts and hopefully embarking on this exciting venture together.
Warm regards
TRUMP THAT!!! "Your Welcome Jonathan"... King Charles was allowed to send his blessings to your father
I MISSED THE FUNERAL
THEN GOT FIRED ANYWAYS
DR. KING AND REV. JACKSON KIDS WERE RAISED TOGETHER
Yes, I know your visiting... "I don’t know what to believe anymore"
HOME ALL DAY WORKING REMOTELY
#ABC ALL DAY
KING CHARLES SPEECH 12 PM
YOU HAVE MY UNDIVIDED ATTENTION SIR
My apologies, if you reference the King's visit to the USA/Chicago in 1977 was it?
DISCLAIMER: I was too young to be held accountable #jokes
I can tell you Debbie played "Let's Dance" by David Bowie.
This is that moment when I pull my pen out to take notes, was Debbie responsible for your visit back then?
Prince Charles (now King Charles III) visited Chicago twice, notably in 1977 and 1986, focusing on cultural exchange and charity polo matches. His 1977 trip featured city tours and being named an honorary citizen, while the 1986 visit included playing polo at Oak Brook and visiting Marshall Field’s.
Key Historical Visits to Chicago:
- October 18-19, 1977: His first visit included touring the Art Institute and Museum of Science and Industry, a wreath-laying at Daley Plaza, and a dinner at the Palmer House.
- September 1986: Returned to play in a polo match at the Oak Brook Polo Club, where he scored two goals for Great Britain, and toured the Marshall Field & Co. State Street store.
These visits, highlighted in the Chicago Tribune's look back at royal visits, often attracted large crowds, with the 1977 visit marking the first by a British royal since Prince Philip in 1966.
Here is the irony, I was booking rooms for Hilton DC one year ago, I got fired for promoting bookings for Trump.
That too was a targeted recruitment, you remember Scottie started screwing the Crazy Horse coworker stripper.
Given the fact we are at WAR during these times, and this obsessed fool reuses to give me peace of mind, I might reconsider my travel to the BVI.
I find so many overlapping concerns that I want to pause and pretend I have a "normal life"...
King Charles, I have been at your feet since you married Diana, I can pretty much tell you every student in Sister Yolanda Class from St. James in Maywood, Illinois is waiting for you to trigger a thought, a memory or some king of reference.
I never made my visit to meet your mother, and as much as it pains me just as the lost of Pope Francis, I don't know what to believe right now.
My media coverage has reached London, which only means that if I were to travel there, they would only fool me and cause trouble there.
#DailyMail has a whole page covering this madness, this is so embarrassing.
I am not "killing myself off" to run away only to be chased into the same madness.
P.S. Would you like me to reveal that Harry is NOT your son, or shall we proceed with the story as told, Obama cannot blackmail you with lies, if I tell the truth!
Diana came to Chicago and stayed at the Drake the year before she died, she whispered to me...
Princess Diana stayed at The Drake Hotel in Chicago from June 4–6, 1996, during a three-day visit to raise money for cancer research. She stayed in what was then the Presidential Suite, now known as the "Princess Diana Suite," which overlooks Lake Michigan. Her visit included a gala at the Field Museum.
"I am not working outside of my home, please find me a remote assignment, where I do not have to worry about being chased around this city, thank you!!!'
UNTIL MY BUSINESS IS PROPERLY FUNDED
He is desperate for attention, like that!!!
The king will leave the White House in the afternoon and head to Capitol Hill, where he will speak at 3 p.m. to a joint meeting of Congress.
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