I Believe in Miracles
This week, I believe in miracles.
I placed a simple Walmart order nothing special, just restocking like I always do. I don’t like running out of essentials, and honestly, I wasn’t even in the mood to shop. I went against my routine and placed a quick order just to get it done.
When the delivery arrived, I ended up with three extra bags of chicken. Now listen… normally I would question it, report it, or send it back. But it was warm outside, and something in my spirit said, accept it. So I did.
I cooked it.
And I gave it away.
I shared meals with people in my management office like I usually do, and I bagged up food for the homeless. No hesitation. No overthinking. Just giving.
And that’s when the shift happened.
By the time I made it to the furniture store, everything I had my eyes on everything was marked down 50% to 75%. I stood there for a moment, just taking it all in… and I felt GOD whisper, “Breathe.”
For the first time in a long time, I felt peace.
Now let me be clear I didn’t say my struggles disappeared. I still experience panic episodes. But what’s changed is this: I can now recognize my triggers. I can control access to them. And that right there? That’s power.
Last week, I realized something deep about myself…
I gave the enemy control.
And taking that control back? It’s finally within my reach.
I’m not a celebrity. I never wanted to be one. I’ve worked around celebrities, been in those spaces but my life is shifting. My boundaries are real now. My energy is protected. Whether I’m catering or driving, I move with intention and limits.
So if I seem distant, if my responses are limited please understand…
I’m in a season of reflection.
I’m rebuilding.
Recreating myself on levels that feel safe, strong, and aligned with who I am becoming.
My foundation is getting stronger every day. More stable. More intentional. And soon, I’ll be fully operational in my catering business just as soon as I find the right food truck to invest in.
This summer?
It’s going to be something special.
Highlights. Promotions. Content. Growth.
But first… I need to get my mind right.
Because this wasn’t a setback.
It was a set up to my future
