More to Life Than This
I can’t imagine anyone being so obsessed with harming another person that it becomes a form of entertainment for them. If that’s where someone finds joy, that speaks volumes about their emptiness, not mine.
My apologies if I come across as “too productive” or if people are naturally drawn to my genuine personality. I am not a fake person, and I don’t feel the need to prove that by wearing designer clothes. Don’t get me wrong designer pieces can be beautiful but a label will never fill an empty soul.
I enjoy attending events, but I don’t enjoy the crowds. Crowds bring risks someone could drop something in my drink, or a fight could break out. That’s not where I want my energy to be.
For clarity: I am no longer in the entertainment industry. If you need me to explain why, then you truly don’t know me. I am no longer in politics either, so please stop asking me about political views, candidates, or affiliations. Once upon a time, I believed so deeply in those things… but what I didn’t realize was that it would enslave me to the opinions of others opinions from people who abuse the very power and access I allowed them. That manipulation has cost me too much.
This is why, as soon as I secure financing, I will leave the United States. I no longer desire to invest in any project here. And while you have not succeeded in destroying my body, you have managed to kill my desire to share anything meaningful with anyone.
I hate the feeling of sitting still, being unproductive, with nothing to do but hear how many people are rooting for me to fail. Everyone sees the issues, yet nobody truly knows anything.
But here’s the truth: there is more to life than this. And for that, I apologize no more.
