Saturday, March 28, 2026
GOD SAID... KEEP TEACHING CHEVY #AMEN
I woke up different today.
I can’t fully explain it. There wasn’t some loud moment, no lightning strike, no grand revelation.
Just… a shift. Quiet, but undeniable. Something in me changed.
For most of my life, I’ve been unapologetically helpful. The kind of person who shows up, who gives, who pours into others without hesitation. I didn’t question it that’s just who I was.
Until the people I trusted the most… trampled on that part of me.
And that’s where everything started to shift.
I found myself spiraling mentally, emotionally trying to make sense of things that didn’t make sense. Looking for answers.
Looking for understanding. Trying to justify why I felt the way I did, like I needed permission to feel hurt.
This week… something got triggered.
Old emotions. Buried ones. The kind you think you’ve moved past until they come rushing back like they never left.
Kobe.
I still don’t even know how to process what I felt. My mind couldn’t keep up with what my heart was trying to understand. It felt unreal like I was watching something that couldn’t possibly be real life.
I caught myself asking questions that didn’t even sound logical out loud: Was this a joke? Was this intentional? What is happening right now?
And then I went deeper.
I searched. I tried to connect dots that maybe weren’t meant to connect. I even questioned whether finding Jeff was coincidence… or something more. Was this timing random? Or was this some kind of message?
I went back and found an email I sent to myself months ago November. I had been searching for a venture capitalist. That was it. Simple. Practical.
At the time, I didn’t think anything of it.
But now? It felt like something had aligned Like something had manifested.
And that thought alone… shook me.
Because when you truly admire someone when you place meaning, emotion, or even identity into who they are meeting them, or even getting close to that reality, can disrupt everything you thought you understood.
Sometimes it’s better to admire from a distance.
Even for myself.
Because reality has a way of colliding with perception, and not always gently.
But deeper than all of that… there’s something I’ve never been able to separate from any of this:
January 19, 2012.
The day my son was shot.
The same day Kobe was scheduled to sign his divorce from Vanessa.
That day is etched into my soul.
I remember praying begging “God, let me keep my son. You can take everything else.”
And I meant it.
That moment changed me in ways I’m still uncovering.
So maybe this feeling I woke up with today… isn’t random.
Maybe it’s not confusion.
Maybe it’s clarity.
Maybe it’s the part of me that finally understands that I don’t have to keep giving pieces of myself to people who don’t know how to hold them.
Maybe it’s the part of me that’s done searching for validation outside of myself.
Or maybe…
It’s just me, finally choosing to feel everythingand still deciding to move forward.
All I know is this:
I woke up this morning and decided to have some fun today.
And for the first time in a long time…
That decision felt different.
Friday, March 27, 2026
FOCUSING ON THE FUTURE OF C.A.V. ENTERPRISES LLC
Chevy Vegas Parties – You’re Going to LOVE This 🔥🎉
Ready??? Because I love you so much and I want you to really have an unforgettable time while you’re in Vegas…
Let me put you on to something BIG!!!
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Yes FREE. No gimmicks, no stress, just pure fun and excitement.
Whether you're coming solo, with your girls, your crew, or planning something major, I’ve got you covered.
I personally handle private bookings, group packages, and VIP experiences… but even if you’re just pulling up for fun, you can still take advantage of this 🔥
🌴 Day Parties You Can’t Miss
Vegas isn’t just nightlife it’s a whole daytime experience too.
One of my absolute favorites?
The rooftop pool at Circa Resort & Casino.
Picture this:
Sun shining ☀️
Music going 🎶
Drinks flowing 🍹
Rooftop views for days
This is where you start the party before the party.
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When the sun goes down… it’s time to LEVEL UP.
Make sure you experience some of the most iconic clubs in the city:
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COMING MARCH 28 #HAKKASSAN
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💬 Final Word
This isn’t just a trip… this is an EXPERIENCE.
With Chevy Vegas Parties, you’re not just going out you’re stepping into the best that Las Vegas nightlife has to offer. From pool parties to VIP nights, I make sure you’re exactly where the energy is.
So go ahead… pack the outfits, call your friends, and get ready to turn Vegas ALL the way up.
I’ll see you in the city 💋🎲
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Thursday, March 26, 2026
CUBS IN TOYKYO Repost from 3/18/25 Your abusing your access
My apologies, contacting CEO #List
PAY ME TO TALK TO YOU...
or to keep you alive
Wednesday, March 25, 2026
I BELIEVE IN MAGIC ROUND 2 $20 MILLION GAMBLE
TIP: I CANNOT POSE WITH MAGIC... I DON'T HAVE HIV
Disclaimer: No Contact, No Affiliation, and Clarification of Record
Let me be clear, direct, and without ambiguity:
I have no contact direct, indirect, implied, or otherwise with Ervin Johnson. This includes personal, professional, or third-party communication of any kind. Any suggestion to the contrary is false.
The matter often referenced publicly involves a $20 million defamation claim, which originated from reports allegedly filed in Santa Monica.
Those filings and the narratives that followed have created a series of misrepresentations that I categorically reject.
For the record:
- I have never worked for, represented, or been employed by Ervin Johnson, nor will I ever seek to do so.
- My professional alignment and work history are separate and distinct.
- My client relationship was with Michael and Juanita Jordan and that is the extent of any relevant affiliation in that regard.
Any claims, rumors, or narratives suggesting otherwise are not only inaccurate they are harmful.
At this point, I have no interest in engaging in conversations, commentary, or speculation surrounding these matters. The only communication I am open to receiving is a formal apology addressing the slanderous and defamatory statements that have been made about me.
All legal matters, inquiries, or communications regarding this situation should be directed to William Biggs, email wjbriggs@venable.com who has been identified as legal counsel in connection with these issues.
This statement serves as both a boundary and a clarification. I will continue to protect my name, my work, and my integrity accordingly.
End of Statement
Tuesday, March 24, 2026
WAIT FOR MY DATES... Bobby come Bar B Que for me...
Bring the Fellas, Family & Kids
Staying Focused 12:06 pm
"If I have to explain who my guest*** will be"...
*** appearance fee included***
No chest pain.
No waking up in a panic.
No racing heart.
No sweating through the fear.
Just peace. Real peace.
I’m still a little congested, but I feel so much better. And more than anything, I woke up with a calm reminder that no matter what the day brings God is still in control.
For a moment, I lost myself trying to force solutions, pushing through stress the wrong way. But then I went back to what I know works for me Clover tea, ginger, lemon with turmeric… getting grounded again. I have never drank so much beet with radish juice in my life, eating garlic really helps too... getting back to center.
I’ve worked too hard to get distracted now.
I’ve also made a decision: I’m no longer feeding negative energy publicly. When people see themselves in your story, it stops being about your journey and becomes about their interpretation. I’m choosing to move forward, quietly and focused.
I came to Las Vegas for a reason to build, to establish my name, to create something real in a city where entertainment is the heartbeat. I didn’t come here to judge anyone. I came here to handle business.
And truthfully? I don’t care what anyone thinks about me. When I’m hired, I do my job, I put in my time, and I go home. Simple.
What I do care about is staying focused, protecting my energy, and continuing to move smart. Everything I’m building is intentional. Everything.
Now I’m shifting my focus fully because I’m looking for the right property. The kind of space where I can create unforgettable experiences for my private clients.
And if you know, you know…
All I have to do is say #Party and my people already understand the assignment.
Don’t worry, I haven’t forgotten about the public. There will be exclusive events with limited access 100 tickets, curated vibes, something different.
And yes… for those who’ve been asking…
LADIES LOCK DOWN
is coming to Vegas
Four levels:
Each package offers a higher level of access:
Bronze: (50 available) Open bar, buffet stand in room area, photo opportunity
Silver: (50 available) Open bar, buffet, seating in area 3, photo opportunity
Gold: (25 available)Open bar, buffet, seating in area 2, photo opportunity
Platinum (5 available): Bottle and table service from staff, champagne bottle, room accommodations for 4, stage seating, and meet-and-greet with guest performer (not advertised)
You already know what time it is.
Right now, I just need to stay busy, stay focused, and keep building.
Because idle thoughts will take you places you don’t need to go and I’m too close to everything I’ve been working for.
And when I win and I will I promise I’ll come back and show you step by step how I did it.
For now… let me work.
P.S. It would take someone already on record for stalking whose cases in Cook County were dismissed to follow me to Clark County.
That would reopen the threat from 2018. That one joke was recorded, and your so-called “pranks” only prove my point.
Why would I advertise how I’m about to win yet another claim? How did you get a call into my job??? #Bold
Remote work from home is my sole preference, and I can’t apologize for circumstances beyond my control. What I can promise is that for 8 hours a day, I give my absolute best to whoever that check is drawn from.
It’s surprisingly hard to find a role that ticks every box: Monday to Friday, 7 AM–3 PM, a decent base plus commission, and great health benefits. My last experience pushed me back into a “box,” but that’s not a bad thing it gave me clarity on just how close I am to the finish line.
Let me be clear: I don’t have sex with anyone male, female, or trans at my job, I refuse to engage in any at work relationship. If we’re not talking business or money, why are we talking at all?
I don’t care how fans feel about me; I’m comfortable being myself.
Yes, Terrell from ABC Chicago I hear you. (Time to look for a new job, jokes!) You know my ears are always on, even when I’m not on a call.
I stream Chicago news every morning from 5 AM until I walk out the door. I keep local TV on my main screen so I can track both East and West coast news staying informed is part of the grind.
Busy Day today: building my website, setting up email and phone, and locking down my domain. Every step counts toward creating a professional space that reflects who I am and what I stand for.
I KEEP BUSY TO KEEP MY MIND STRONG,
DOES THAT MAKE SENSE???
C.A.V. Enterprises LLC DBA "Want Your Body Productions" 2026
I FEEL SO STUPID RIGHT NOW (10:17 am)... Cleaning my desk today I found this note...
Doing research on "Venture Capitalist"
I met him less than 6 months after writing this note.
Rediscovering a Memory That Hits Hard
So today, I’m cleaning my desk, getting ready to tackle the day, when I stumble across a note I haven’t touched in months… and it hits me like a freight train. Tears start streaming down my face before I can even process it.
Please note, I have not opened this box since October 2025.
Why did this find me today?
Is this some kind of sick joke?
What does it all mean?
The front of the note hints at a holiday turkey and dressing, so I’m thinking November or December. I’m even planning a barbecue at Gilley’s, which makes me realize just how long this box has been sitting unopened.
And now, sitting here, I’m crying over Kobe. I can’t explain it it’s like a flood of memories and grief all at once. I always knew Scottie’s jealousy wasn’t baseless, but why did management have to be so cruel? I kept insisting to everyone that there was something special about this role, something bigger than any petty office politics.
And then it hits me the emails. I had sent messages to kobe@bryantstibel.com, the company address, long before he passed. All those attempts to connect, to contribute, to make a mark… it all rushes back in one overwhelming wave.
I need a drink. I need a moment.
But more than that, I need to process why this resurfaced now. Was it ever meant to hurt me? Or is it just the universe reminding me of what was, and what could never be?
Some days, life hits you unexpectedly, and all you can do is sit with the tears, the questions, and the memories.
This is one of those moments!
Monday, March 23, 2026
If I hear STFU one more time I'll SCREAM
The One Rule That Kept Me Standing
Has it ever occurred to you that after all these years party promotions, entertainment, nightlife, movies the real reason I’m still here isn’t luck, beauty, or who I know?
Lean in a little closer.
Here’s the secret: I don’t sleep with my clients.
That’s it. That’s the foundation. In a world where access is currency and boundaries are constantly tested, I drew a line early and I never crossed it. Not for money. Not for status. Not for opportunity.
Now let’s talk about perception.
I grew up in a house where I never knew who my grandmother would bring home. That kind of upbringing shapes how you see people, how you read intentions, and how quickly you learn what’s real versus what’s temporary. So when people try to reduce me to say I must be unattractive or lacking something they’re really just telling on themselves.
Because here’s the truth: I’ve lived a life they speculate about. I’ve been in rooms they dream of. I’ve had a child with a man some of you idolize. And still, instead of acknowledging that, people pick apart my flaws to make themselves feel better.
Let’s get real I’m not polished. I’ve always been a little rough around the edges. I work. I grind. I don’t sit around waiting to be taken care of.
A fan once tried to insult me by saying my nails looked horrible.
You know what? He was right.
One of my fingers got infected at a salon, no less where they used shared tools and caused a fungal issue. And the same people who expect perfection aren’t the ones stepping up to fix it. Let me say this clearly: if something like that matters to you, a real man doesn’t criticize he contributes.
But that’s the difference between men and spectators.
And while we’re here, let’s clear something else up.
If a man any man is trying to change you, control you, or silence you… run. I don’t care who he is. The moment someone tells me to shut up, or starts nitpicking everything I do with constant criticism, I’m gone. Immediately.
Respect isn’t negotiable.
I’ve played many roles in this industry. I’ve been the one at the door, the one setting the tone, the one making it rain literally and figuratively. And still, recognition only came after I was pushed too far.
That’s fine. I don’t move for applause.
I move with purpose.
Living in Vegas, I’ve seen it all. People come here trying to buy time, buy access, buy experiences. But let me make one thing clear:
You cannot buy what is not for sale.
My world is full of people trying to get close groupies, opportunists, people willing to pay for proximity. And yes, sometimes I’ve been the gatekeeper. I’ve seen what people will do for a name on a list or a moment in a room.
And I’ve also seen how quickly that access gets abused.
That’s why my position is different. Always has been.
I’ve been building something since 1991. Not chasing building. Brick by brick, lesson by lesson, boundary by boundary. And when the time comes, when I have the space to fully host and entertain on my terms, you won’t have to ask you’ll know.
There’s no confusion when something is real.
And for the record, not every connection is worth keeping. Some people damage your reputation just by standing next to you. Sometimes distance is the smartest move you can make for your peace and your future.
This isn’t the end of the story. Not even close.
Just understand this: everything you see now is the result of years of discipline, restraint, and vision. And I’m just getting started.
Next chapter coming soon.
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