I’m not angry that Kobe Bryant is deceased… I’m validated.
That may be hard for some people to understand but validation doesn’t always come wrapped in comfort. Sometimes it comes after years of silence, confusion, endurance, and being misunderstood.
You see, I have abilities too.
You may not always see me working behind the scenes, but I do. I observe. I process. I endure. And I grow. My strength has never been loud it’s been consistent. And my kindness? It’s often mistaken for weakness.
Let me be clear… it’s not.
This isn’t the first time I’ve had to stand firm in who I am and it won’t be the last. Life has a funny way of testing you, almost like a twisted game. But I’m not here to play the “joker.” I’m here to evolve.
Right now, my focus is simple: My mental well-being. My stability. My peace.
And honestly? That’s enough.
I’ve got a busy day ahead planning, preparing, stepping into a new chapter. I’ll be starting classes soon, building my future, and putting energy into things that actually serve me.
So yes… if anything I said earlier felt like a “mind trip,” accept this as my moment of clarity. I’ve processed it.
There are things I endured mentally and emotionally that no amount of money could justify. And if I had truly spoken from the deepest parts of my heart? Some truths would have made people uncomfortable.
But here’s what I’ve learned:
Some people tolerate dysfunction. Some people normalize it. Some people even thrive in it.
I don’t.
And I won’t.
There are individuals who struggle with rejection, control, and power. If you’ve ever worked under someone like that you already know. It’s not leadership… it’s projection.
But here’s the shift…
I didn’t quit.
And that matters.
Because now? I move forward on my terms.
I can take care of myself. Heal. Go to therapy. Receive what I’m entitled to. And position myself for a remote opportunity that aligns with my purpose while building my business the way I’ve always envisioned.
No more chaos. No more confusion. No more shrinking.
Just growth.
And yes… I might treat myself this weekend. Nails done. Maybe a good meal. I heard the buffet at the MGM Grand is closing soon so why not enjoy a moment? I earned it.
At the end of the day, I pray this for anyone reading:
May God teach you how to find peace in the storm.
Because once you find that kind of peace…
nothing and no one can shake you.
Breaking the Player Codes, keys to my car!
1 I am number one in your life
2 Second Wife to somebody??
3 You see or hear GOD
4 I am “HIV” negative
5 Someone with “HIV” near me
6 Dr. J and/or LeBron James
7 Vegas or Carmelo Anthony
8 (Vanessa) 24 (Chevy) Kobe Codes
9 I am not having a “baby”
10 Perfect Me
11 Who wants to RAPE… yeah
12 Jesus had Disciples how many?
13 Esther (Bible)
14 Valentine Day
16 Pope Francis
18 RIP DJ
20 Gary Payton
21 Weed/Marijuana (y’all so LOUD)
22 Both on a second marriage
23 Michael Jordan
25 Derrek Lee (Cubs)
31 Chris Brown
33 Scottie Pippen
34 Walter Payton
35 Kevin Durant
36 Bishop Don Juan
40 Presidential Codes
42 Floyd Mayweather
45 What gun do I carry?
45 Donald J. Trump
50 I am going off about something, not the rapper jerk #FAKE
52 Supreme Captain Mustapha Farrakhan
58 Judge Zagel (RIP)
65 Dr Dre
66 GB2G aka George Bush:)
68 Year I was born
69 Commander Brian Thompson aka “Silver Fox” (Rahm)
93 DJ (RIP)
99 JAY-Z
00 Diddy
106 Park it right here (My birthday)
168 Debbie LUCKY lottery number
