I’m not angry that Kobe Bryant is deceased… I’m validated.
That may be hard for some people to understand but validation doesn’t always come wrapped in comfort. Sometimes it comes after years of silence, confusion, endurance, and being misunderstood.
You see, I have abilities too.
You may not always see me working behind the scenes, but I do. I observe. I process. I endure. And I grow. My strength has never been loud it’s been consistent. And my kindness? It’s often mistaken for weakness.
Let me be clear… it’s not.
This isn’t the first time I’ve had to stand firm in who I am and it won’t be the last. Life has a funny way of testing you, almost like a twisted game. But I’m not here to play the “joker.” I’m here to evolve.
Right now, my focus is simple: My mental well-being. My stability. My peace.
And honestly? That’s enough.
I’ve got a busy day ahead planning, preparing, stepping into a new chapter. I’ll be starting classes soon, building my future, and putting energy into things that actually serve me.
So yes… if anything I said earlier felt like a “mind trip,” accept this as my moment of clarity. I’ve processed it.
There are things I endured mentally and emotionally that no amount of money could justify. And if I had truly spoken from the deepest parts of my heart? Some truths would have made people uncomfortable.
But here’s what I’ve learned:
Some people tolerate dysfunction. Some people normalize it. Some people even thrive in it.
I don’t.
And I won’t.
There are individuals who struggle with rejection, control, and power. If you’ve ever worked under someone like that you already know. It’s not leadership… it’s projection.
But here’s the shift…
I didn’t quit.
And that matters.
Because now? I move forward on my terms.
I can take care of myself. Heal. Go to therapy. Receive what I’m entitled to. And position myself for a remote opportunity that aligns with my purpose while building my business the way I’ve always envisioned.
No more chaos. No more confusion. No more shrinking.
Just growth.
And yes… I might treat myself this weekend. Nails done. Maybe a good meal. I heard the buffet at the MGM Grand is closing soon so why not enjoy a moment? I earned it.
At the end of the day, I pray this for anyone reading:
May God teach you how to find peace in the storm.
Because once you find that kind of peace…
nothing and no one can shake you.
