I AM IN TEARS RIGHT NOW #CHOIR
That PRAISE uplifted me in so many ways
My face is covered in tears
Murphy... now you know I'm in the KITCHEN
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I have not changed... I'm watching 👀 you
Sunday, January 5, 2025
GOOD MORNING RENDER... #Hegai Great Response New Birth #Esther
The Silent Reverence: Honoring Tradition in Worship
Isn’t it strange how some traditions that once felt so natural now seem out of place? The feeling of being seen in church—truly recognized for who you are—was once tied to the simple act of wearing a skirt. Growing up, pants were never an option when I went to church. It wasn’t about fashion or following a trend—it was about honoring God for the woman He created me to be.
In my community, we weren’t allowed to wear pants in church. It wasn’t a matter of comfort, but one of reverence, respect, and identity. The skirt became more than just an article of clothing; it was a symbol of our devotion, of standing before God in the way we were taught to. It was the one time we celebrated our womanhood fully in His presence.
But now, when I walk into church and I see the women on the platform, all of them in skirts, I can't help but feel a deep sense of remembrance. The traditions we grew up with were a way of honoring our faith in its purest form. I know some people may not understand. Perhaps these old-school ways of doing things don’t work for them anymore. They may see it as outdated, irrelevant, or even oppressive. But I obey what I know. These traditions were a part of my faith journey, shaping my understanding of God and my place in His house.
Yet, the recognition I feel, or sometimes don’t feel, when walking into church now—when it’s no longer so tied to the way women dress—can be both jarring and saddening. It’s not about the clothing itself but about what it represented for me: a moment of connection, a time when my femininity, my identity, and my faith were all honored simultaneously.
And then there’s the quiet recollection of those who protected us in ways we never fully understood, like Tony Render. He wasn’t just a name in my life—he was a presence that made me feel safe and seen, guiding us through the challenges and reminding us that we were always under God's watchful eye.
QUIZ: In the bible book of Esther, What was the name of the keeper of the women?
#Remembrance. It’s a word that encapsulates everything. It's the old traditions that keep our faith alive, and the memories that remind us of where we’ve been and who we were when we first walked into God’s house.
Yes, it might look different now. Maybe the rules have changed. But the reverence, the honoring of God in our womanhood, remains constant for me. I wear my tradition proudly, not because I think it’s better or right for anyone else, but because it’s what I know and what I respect. Let us not forget that honoring God, in whatever form it may take, is always a personal journey. And it’s one worth remembering.
Good morning, Deacon Maurice Waddell. How’s your wife doing?
Reflections on Vanity, Obsession, and the Complexity of Relationships
Sometimes, I find myself reflecting on relationships, the connections we form, and the dynamics that shape our lives. I can’t help but think about the people we encounter and how they leave an impression on us, whether for good or ill. Some moments stay with you forever—moments that remind you of the complexities in human interaction, the ebb and flow of respect, and the occasional bitterness of unresolved issues.
Now, Kari—let’s just say I’ve never been “your fan.” There’s something about vanity that always lingers in the air, often clouding judgment, fueling pride, and distorting reality. It's that same spirit of Jezebel that creeps into our hearts when we place ourselves above others, when we care more about appearances than what truly lies within. I’ve seen it, felt it, and it’s a reminder that our character is often more telling than any mask we wear. He has my permission to beat you in any way he pleases.
Speaking of masks, I can’t help but mention the obsession some people seem to have with me. Yes, Deacon Waddell, it’s not something I talk about often, but it’s there—an undercurrent I’ve noticed, one that perhaps you’re unaware of. I’ve seen how people project their desires, their frustrations, their feelings onto others, often without realizing the impact it has.
And then there are those other familiar faces that often come and go. Where are April McLaughlin and Mary Hill? It’s strange how people seem to disappear, but the memories of their presence linger, don’t they? It’s as though we are all constantly moving in and out of each other's lives for reasons we may never fully understand.
And Lisa McCoy… she’s got your nose too strong, honey. It’s funny how family traits are passed down, how the little pieces of us that we don’t even notice sometimes are so clearly visible to others. In those quiet moments of recognition, it all seems to come full circle.
I won’t forget the time you raised Kamala in my face. The way you did it, it made me laugh. It was one of those instances where, despite everything, I couldn’t help but appreciate the humor in it all. 😆 Sometimes life throws things at us that we can’t explain, but we can choose to laugh at the absurdity of it all.
There’s a lot to unpack in this post, but it’s important to remember that everything we experience is a reflection of who we are—how we interact with others, how we view ourselves, and how we navigate the complexities of relationships. Whether it's vanity, obsession, or simple family connections, these moments serve as a reminder of the human condition, where pride, love, and reflection all intersect.
Let’s keep our eyes open, be mindful of how we treat one another, and never forget that we are all a little more intertwined than we might think.
Head to Toe... all me
A Miracle in the Making: Brothers, Bonds, and the Power of Faith
Excuse all of my brothers. They miss me just like I miss them. The bond we share goes deeper than time, distance, or circumstance—it’s one of those unspoken connections that can only be understood by those who have experienced it. If you’re asking, Was that a miracle? The answer is simple: Of course it was.
I am not going to name names just in case I miss names, to avoid you being targeted.
It’s easy to forget that miracles aren’t always grand, earth-shattering events. Sometimes, they show up in the simplest of forms—through the love and connection we share with one another. The fact that I can still feel the presence of my brothers, even in moments of separation, is a miracle in itself. We’re constantly intertwined, each of us reflecting pieces of the other, and even in our absence, we carry one another with us. That’s the beauty of family, of love, and of faith.
And let’s not pretend that the miracles I’ve witnessed—or even performed—at New Birth weren’t real. For those of you who have followed my journey, you’ve seen firsthand how faith has a way of transforming the ordinary into the extraordinary. You’ve watched as what seemed impossible became possible, as moments of despair were turned into triumph, as lives were changed.
It’s a testament to the power of belief, the strength of community, and the never-ending work of God in our lives. Miracles are often born out of the most unlikely circumstances. The things that may seem small or insignificant to the outside world carry weight for those who truly understand the power of God moving through us.
So, when you look at my life and wonder about the miracles you’ve seen, know that they’re not just about the big moments or the grand gestures. They’re in the everyday acts of love, connection, and faith. They’re in the bonds we share with those around us—whether it's with my brothers, my community, or the people who have walked this path with me.
This is my testimony: I am living proof that miracles happen in the most profound ways, and sometimes, they look a lot like family.
"Call #Esther"
Saturday, January 4, 2025
RIP JIMMY CARTERClick Photo to visit archives
PRESIDENTIAL MENTION… #BUSH #OBAMA I DID SAY I AM UNDERCOVER RIGHT???
I HAVE WORKED IN THE WHITE HOUSE SINCE
JIMMY CARTER OR BEFORE…
Shedding the Old, Embracing the New
Shedding the Old, Embracing the New
I'm on a journey of decluttering, not just my physical space, but also my mental and emotional landscape. Betrayal, unfortunately, has a way of shaking things up, forcing a reevaluation of priorities.
Many assume I'm running away, seeking solace on some remote island. But the truth is, I've always dreamt of a life by the water, a legacy inspired by my grandmother's promise to take me to Fantasy Island via the Love Boat. I'm a water baby through and through, thriving in and around water.
This new era of "over the top" entertainment has ironically made me appreciate real-life experiences more. I'm choosing to stop dwelling on the past, on what I've lost.
A lot of the "family drama" I hear about comes from gossip and misinterpretations spread online. Many of these "concerned" relatives are actually just fans, like you, consuming the same information I am.
My circle remains tight-knit, comprised of the same six friends I've cherished throughout my life. Good, bad, or indifferent, I've learned the value of genuine, long-term connections.
I'm open to meeting new people who share my interests, but I've stepped away from the sports scene.
That Lakers game last year left me feeling completely detached. If I'm not part of the story, why should I be involved?
A recent clip of Jamal Bryant's wedding triggered a profound realization. It reminded me of the time I, along with Bishop Long, was ridiculed for believing in a vision – a vision you helped bring to fruition. They built an altar based on my script, yet now they twist the truth, claiming it for themselves.
In that moment, God whispered, "You are married... to me. I understand." #Esther
This is a time of renewal, a time to shed the old and embrace the new. It's a time to rediscover my passions, reconnect with my inner peace, and trust in the divine plan.
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Friday, January 3, 2025
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Thursday, January 2, 2025
I understand spirits better #Manipulation #Jealousy
The Haunting Presence: Recognizing and Avoiding the Manipulative and Jealous
In the intricate tapestry of human interaction, there exists a darker thread woven by individuals driven by manipulation and jealousy. These individuals, often cloaked in charm and deceit, wield these potent emotions to control and dominate others. Understanding their tactics and recognizing their presence is crucial to protect oneself from their toxic influence.
The Psychology Behind Manipulation and Jealousy
To comprehend the behavior of manipulative and jealous individuals, it's essential to delve into the psychological underpinnings of these emotions.
* Manipulation: Manipulative individuals are skilled at using psychological tactics to influence others' thoughts, feelings, and actions. They often employ a range of techniques, including:
* Gaslighting: Distorting reality to make the victim doubt their own perceptions and sanity.
* Guilt-tripping: Using guilt to control and manipulate others.
* Playing the victim: Portraying oneself as the victim to garner sympathy and avoid accountability.
* Love bombing: Overwhelming the target with affection and attention to gain control.
* Silent treatment: Withholding affection or communication as a form of punishment.
* Jealousy: Jealousy stems from feelings of insecurity and inadequacy.
Jealous individuals may resort to various tactics to undermine or control others, such as:
* Sabotage: Intentionally hindering the success or happiness of others.
* Spreading rumors: Circulating negative information about the target.
* Isolation: Attempting to isolate the target from friends and family.
* Controlling behavior: Imposing restrictions on the target's freedom and choices.
The Modus Operandi of Manipulative and Jealous Individuals
Manipulative and jealous individuals typically follow a pattern of behavior:
* Idealization: Initially, they shower the target with attention and affection, creating a sense of connection and trust.
* Devaluation: Once they have gained control, they begin to criticize, belittle, and undermine the target's self-esteem.
* Discard: When the target no longer serves their purpose, they abruptly end the relationship or move on to a new victim.
Recognizing the Signs of Manipulation and Jealousy
It can be challenging to recognize the signs of manipulation and jealousy, especially when the individual is skilled at disguising their true intentions. However, there are several red flags to watch for:
* Constant criticism: The individual frequently criticizes and belittles you.
* Gaslighting: They make you doubt your own perceptions and memories.
* Guilt-tripping: They use guilt to manipulate your decisions.
* Jealousy and possessiveness: They become jealous of your relationships and activities.
* Controlling behavior: They try to control your time, finances, and social interactions.
* Isolation: They attempt to isolate you from friends and family.
* Hot and cold behavior: They alternate between periods of affection and indifference.
* Emotional manipulation: They use emotional tactics to gain sympathy and control.
How to Protect Yourself from Manipulative and Jealous Individuals
If you recognize the signs of manipulation and jealousy in a relationship, it's important to take steps to protect yourself.
* Set boundaries: Establish clear boundaries and stick to them.
* Prioritize your needs: Focus on your own well-being and happiness.
* Limit contact: Reduce your contact with the manipulative individual.
* Seek support: Talk to friends, family, or a therapist about your experiences.
* Trust your instincts: If something feels wrong, it probably is.
* Practice self-care: Engage in activities that promote your mental and emotional health.
Breaking Free from the Toxic Cycle
Escaping the clutches of a manipulative and jealous individual can be a challenging process. However, with time, patience, and self-compassion, it is possible to break free from the toxic cycle.
* Seek professional help: A therapist can provide guidance and support as you navigate the healing process.
* Build a strong support system: Surround yourself with positive and supportive people.
* Practice self-love and self-compassion: Be kind to yourself and forgive yourself for past mistakes.
* Learn from the experience: Use the experience as an opportunity to grow and develop.
By understanding the tactics of manipulative and jealous individuals, recognizing the signs, and taking proactive steps to protect yourself, you can empower yourself to build healthy and fulfilling relationships. Remember, you deserve to be treated with respect, kindness, and love.
STAY AWAY FROM PEOPLE... WHO ACT LIKE A VICTIM...
IN A PROBLEM THEY CREATED #AMEN
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Don't Feed the Trolls: How to Handle Chaotic Individuals
We've all encountered them: those individuals who love to stir the pot, create drama, and then play the victim when confronted. These toxic people can drain your energy and disrupt your peace. Here's how to handle them:
1. Recognize the Pattern:
* Chaos Creation: They thrive on conflict and often instigate arguments or spread rumors.
* Victimhood: When called out, they quickly shift the blame, painting themselves as the innocent party.
2. Set Boundaries:
* Limit Interaction: Reduce your exposure to these individuals.
* Direct Communication: If necessary, address their behavior calmly and assertively. Avoid getting drawn into their emotional manipulation.
* Ignore and Disengage: Sometimes, the best response is no response.
3. Protect Your Peace:
* Prioritize Your Well-being: Don't let their negativity affect your mental health.
* Surround Yourself with Positivity: Spend time with supportive and uplifting people.
* Practice Self-Care: Engage in activities that bring you joy and relaxation.
4. Don't Engage in Their Drama:
* Resist the Temptation: Avoid getting involved in their conflicts or gossip.
* Stay Neutral: Maintain a neutral stance and refuse to take sides.
Remember, you don't owe anyone an explanation or justification for your actions. By setting boundaries and prioritizing your own well-being, you can protect yourself from the toxic influence of chaotic individuals.
What are your experiences with dealing with chaotic people? Share your tips and strategies in the comments below.
Wednesday, January 1, 2025
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2025... Help me pick a island 🏝
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Dear King Charles,
First, let me say Happy New Year! We have crossed another milestone in history, and I hope the year ahead brings peace and prosperity.
I wanted to take a moment to remind you of a special memory that has stayed with me. Debbie once played David Bowie's Let's Dance while thinking about you. If I’ve interpreted the lyrics correctly, Bowie sings, "If you say run, I'll run with you... and if you say hide, I'll hide." These words, to me, have always represented devotion, and it felt fitting to share this with you.
I have prayed for you since the day you married Princess Diana. From that moment, I wished for your happiness and well-being. My one wish in life has remained the same: to spend the remaining days of my life on Tortola, in the British Virgin Islands. There, I could turn off the television, step away from the noise of the world, and enjoy the simple beauty of life.
I thank you for your time and for all you do for the realm. May you have a peaceful and fulfilling year ahead.
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