#UPDATE: DROP MIC 🎤 LL COOL J #OFFLINE

Week 5: My Tests Are My Testimony

You know I don’t get sick often but when I do, my emotions are all over the place. This past week, I finally visited my PCP to get every test done that I’ve been waiting for, along with follow-ups from my earlier visits.

I’ll be honest hospitals are tough for me. Ever since losing my son, walking into one feels like my mind and body shut down. 

But this time, I pushed through. I was able to give my doctor a clear timeline of events, which helped me secure permission to work remotely while I wait on results.

Now here’s the part that stings how did all my business get leaked? All you have to do is Google my name, and suddenly my life is on display.

It didn’t help that my supervisor shared personal information, but honestly, once I started working, it felt like it was only a matter of time.

Here’s what I know: GOD is sorting it all out. He’s revealing who’s truly loyal and who’s just looking to profit off my name. 

In this season, I need rest more than anything. I’m not rushing to buy a car until I have a garage to protect it.

As for everything else Vegas is home base, and I’m good here. Kendrick may have been the closing act, but for me, that was my final appearance without even being present. #SUPERBOWL 

This is my exodus. My peace. My love. My respect.

#Peace #Love #Respect

TRUTH OR DARE??? I GAVE JANET THE DOG IN THIS VIDEO LOL ASK #HER... NO #RUSH... Same year she gave birth to her 1st child!!!

#GOTTA #GETCHA #DANCERS #AMAYou do know I'm Janet's 1st child's #Godmother... #Right #Debarge #Chico (Repost 5/26/25)

V103: You get 1 hourPick your Playlist wisely I introduced #Lisaraye to #Keith #Goofy #OFFLINE AT 6pm

LOL Deja just figured out that's SWV #LOLMy daughter knows who I am, she worked with me often

RIP TEENA MARIE... #TRIBUTE.. SEE ME NOW???"I am wearing the white cap"

V103. YOU MAKE ME #SAF I AM #EVERY #SONG What did you do when I gave you Whitney??? Bobbi Kristina??? You gave up everything for #Lisa

CHRIS BROWN JOKES 😃 😀 😄 DANCE PARTY UNTIL 6 PM (8PM CHICAGO)

I REMEMBER EVERY WORD YOU SAID TO ME!!!Question: #Anthony were you talking for "Chris" or "Curtis"?

THAT'S RICH

I AM NOT OK... OK... #EMOTIONAL

8:32 am Offline, I don’t feel much like posting right now.

8:12 am Strahan, thanks for finding me in Los Angeles... being in Vegas is a bit overwhelming... right now!!!

I was on my way to the dealership to buy a car, on my way to dealership car exploded at Trump International. 

I was on my way to send off mail, my post office address exploded across from UNLV.

I don't see anything funny...

8:02 😆 every destination I sell is under a storm watch, I look emotional 😢  stop looking at me like that. 

GOD responds for HIMSELF

George, the whole staff is ready to travel... how long have I scripted for this show???

Strahan fans know where to find me.

7:48 am I found myself feeling depressed and confused, unsure of what's happening inside my body. 

Facing a horrifying 😳 possibility, GOD quickly reminded me... 

I am buying an island to treat HIV/AIDS why would I trip???

"I can't raise myself from the dead". 

When GOD calls me home, I'm Home.

7:46 am You know my favorite property was 57th property, that was a beautiful view of Manhattan. 

7:38 am When CLINTON, BIDEN & DURBIN lied to me about #VAWA my political career died. Violence Against Women Act was my legacy. 

Danny Davis does not bother me, everyone knows I was his brain. 

7: 34 am Your eyebrows are uneven George... fix that please... "stalking report".

I'm not your traditional stalking victim stories.

I won, he responded 105 days late. Period, no excuses, why won't he just settle this fucking case!!!

7:21 am I was having so much fun being "normal"... 

I am not narrating all day, I would prefer to be watching and working. I am bored 😴 when I get bored I get depressed 😔 when I get depressed you remind me how much I hate him.

That hate is too great a burden to bare.

I feel under appreciated... 

7:20 am GOOD MORNING AMERICA: 

LAURA MAKES ME SICK #PUNK 😫 You passed flowers while I'm alive. 

My stomach is bubbling week 5. The chili helped a little but WTF kind of virus lives this MF long. Doctor tomorrow... 

You made me speak, I expect a week in Italy and Greece with #GMA paying George. You are from Greece right George, you paying for all that coverage. 

Mike plan that date, bring the girls, smile... crying 😢 😭 😢 it will be non sexual. 

I am going to teach you the value of loving a person without sex.

#Ginger teach about the Aurora Borealis

THIS #PUSH WAS TOO MUCH!!!

More to Life Than This

I can’t imagine anyone being so obsessed with harming another person that it becomes a form of entertainment for them. If that’s where someone finds joy, that speaks volumes about their emptiness, not mine.

My apologies if I come across as “too productive” or if people are naturally drawn to my genuine personality. I am not a fake person, and I don’t feel the need to prove that by wearing designer clothes. Don’t get me wrong designer pieces can be beautiful but a label will never fill an empty soul.

I enjoy attending events, but I don’t enjoy the crowds. Crowds bring risks someone could drop something in my drink, or a fight could break out. That’s not where I want my energy to be.

For clarity: I am no longer in the entertainment industry. If you need me to explain why, then you truly don’t know me. I am no longer in politics either, so please stop asking me about political views, candidates, or affiliations. Once upon a time, I believed so deeply in those things… but what I didn’t realize was that it would enslave me to the opinions of others opinions from people who abuse the very power and access I allowed them. That manipulation has cost me too much.

This is why, as soon as I secure financing, I will leave the United States. I no longer desire to invest in any project here. And while you have not succeeded in destroying my body, you have managed to kill my desire to share anything meaningful with anyone.

I hate the feeling of sitting still, being unproductive, with nothing to do but hear how many people are rooting for me to fail. Everyone sees the issues, yet nobody truly knows anything.

But here’s the truth: there is more to life than this. And for that, I apologize no more.

The VIEW 013122 Backstage before the Show Remote

REMOTE APPEARANCE on Tamron Hall Epps Kim Fields 060921

THE VIEW: OMAR EPPS: Higher LearningWhy is my daughter named Deja? LISA WORKS FOR ME YOU GOT ME (CONFUSED)

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