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Tuesday, May 5, 2026

MY KITCHEN BEFORE LEAVING CHICAGO

THIS WAS MY THERAPY

MY KITCHEN IS AT 75%

WHAT IS YOUR DREAM??? STOP CHASING ME... CHASE YOUR #PURPOSE

Crying my eyes out with excitement "Cinco De Mayo" is HERE!!! The only day I become a LATINO!!! All Week!!!


THERE ARE SO MANY WONDERFUL MEXICAN RESTURAUNTS IN MY COMMUNITY THIS IS GOING TO BE SO HARD FOR ME TO PICK ONE

Mi Ranchito Restaurant SF Sahara Ave

Cinco de Mayo Reflections: Culture, Survival, and Rebuilding From the Ground Up

Happy Cinco de Mayo.

For me, this day has always been more than a celebration. It’s a reminder of love, culture, resilience, and the people who helped shape who I am even when they didn’t realize it at the time.

Growing up, my childhood neighbors were the Ochoa family from Mexico. Their home became a second home to me. After school, while waiting for my family to get off work, I would spend my afternoons there under the care of Maria Ochoa the mother of my childhood friend, Teresa.

Maria didn’t just watch me she taught me.

Her cooking was unforgettable. To this day, I’m particular about my food because I know what real, made-with-love meals taste like. But beyond the kitchen, she instilled something even deeper in me: discipline, responsibility, and pride in maintaining a home.

She would assign chores, and somehow, I always ended up cleaning the bathroom.

At the time, I didn’t realize it, but those moments planted the seed for what would later become my cleaning business. What felt like simple household responsibilities became the foundation for Maid 2 Order. My business wasn’t born from an idea it was born from experience, consistency, and lessons passed down in a home that welcomed me as their own.

My Spanish may be limited, but my love and respect for the culture is not. It shows up in the food I cook, the memories I hold onto, and even the excitement I felt just last week making guacamole maybe a little too much of it. I joke about not wanting to gain weight, but the truth is, I enjoy every moment of learning and recreating the flavors that meant so much to me growing up.

And today, instead of cooking, I’m treating myself. I’ll be ordering from one of my favorite Mexican restaurants here in Las Vegas Bonito Michoacan, Culichi Town, or Lindo Michoacan. It feels right to support and enjoy the culture that has given me so much.

But life hasn’t been just memories and celebration.

There has been loss.

The most painful loss wasn’t property or material things it was Devonte’s urn. His remains were priceless. Everything else can be replaced, but that cannot. That kind of loss stays with you in a way words can’t fully explain.

It has also been two years since I’ve had stable housing. Two years of rebuilding, adjusting, surviving, and pushing forward when it would have been easier to give up. At the same time, I’ve been working to rebuild my business, organize my life, and keep my mind focused despite everything happening around me.

There have been people who judged me, laughed at me, accused me, and tried to tear me down many of them without knowing the truth. That part has been one of the hardest. Not the struggle itself, but the way people responded to it.

What hurts most is when the same people you’ve shown up for, supported, and helped are the ones who want to see you fail.

But I’ve made a decision.

I’m not going to revisit those people. I’m not going to carry the weight of their opinions. And I’m not going to stop being who God called me to be.

My children were never abused or neglected. My parental rights were never revoked. I fought for four years for my children and that fight speaks louder than any accusation ever could.

Today, I’m in a new apartment. I’m grateful. I’m humble. I’m thankful.

I’ve invested in a work-from-home setup because I have opportunities in front of me that require preparation. I’m building again intentionally this time. Maid 2 Order is being rebuilt from the ground up. My catering business is set to launch in August 2026. And I’m working toward creating passive income streams, including building a fleet so my income doesn’t depend solely on my time.

This is not just survival anymore this is strategy.

This is rebuilding with purpose.

I’ve always been a writer. I’ve kept diaries for years. My letters, my experiences, my truth they’ve all contributed to something bigger than me. “Diary of Esther” is not just a story; it’s a reflection of faith, endurance, and standing firm in truth, even when it’s uncomfortable.

There are chapters of my life that I don’t need to revisit not because they didn’t matter, but because I’ve already learned what I needed from them.

Now, I’m focused on what’s ahead.

So today, as I celebrate Cinco de Mayo, I’m not just celebrating culture I’m honoring the people who poured into me, the lessons that shaped me, and the strength it takes to keep going when life doesn’t go as planned.

I’m still here.
I’m still building.
And I’m just getting started.

MOTHER SON DANCE HAD ME IN TEARS


NOW TO WORK ON MY BEAUTY STATION

Sunday, May 3, 2026

SHAQ THIS IS NOT A DATE SIR

SCOTTIE PIPPEN IS MORE MENTAL THAN ME!!!


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CODES ARE THE SAME, MY CODES ARE UNIVERSAL

Breaking the Player Codes, keys to my car!

1 I am number one in your life

2 Second Wife to somebody??

3 You see or hear GOD

4 I am “HIV” negative

5 Someone with “HIV” near me

6 Dr. J and/or LeBron James

7 Carmelo Anthony or #Vegas

8 (Vanessa) 24 (Chevy)  Kobe Codes

9 I am not having a “baby”

10 Perfect Me

11 Who wants to RAPE… yeah

12 Jesus had Disciples how many?

13 Esther (Bible)

14 Valentine Day

16 Pope Francis

18 RIP DJ

20 Gary Payton

21 Weed/Marijuana (y’all so LOUD)

22 Both on a second marriage

23 Michael Jordan

25 Derrek Lee (Cubs)

31 Chris Brown

33 Scottie Pippen

34 Walter Payton

35 Kevin Durant

36 Bishop Don Juan

40 Presidential Codes

42 Floyd Mayweather

45 What gun do I carry?

45 Donald J. Trump

50 I am going off about something, not the rapper jerk #FAKE

52 Supreme Captain Mustapha Farrakhan

58 Judge Zagel (RIP)

65 Dr Dre

66 GB2G aka George Bush:)

68 Year I was born

69 Commander Brian Thompson aka “Silver Fox” (Rahm)

81 Cocaine (beware of Fentanyl)

99 JAY-Z

00 Diddy

106 Park it right here (My birthday)

168 Debbie LUCKY lottery number

BOOK PREVIEW: "CONSPIRACY TO COMMIT MURDER"

SCOTTIE PIPPEN (33) CHICAGO BULLS & LARSA PIPPEN

THE NBA'S MOST HATED COUPLE

Behind the fame, fortune, and championship glory of the Chicago Bulls lies a chilling tale of betrayal, violence, and cover-ups that rocked the sports world. Conspiracy to Commit Murder reveals the shocking details behind Valentine vs. Pippen 2024L002166 — a case that exposes Scottie Pippen’s alleged dark past, stretching back over three decades.

On Valentine’s Day 1993, Chyvette Valentine’s life was forever altered by a brutal sexual assault  a crime she claims was committed by NBA icon Scottie Pippen. The tragedy deepened years later with the murder of Devonte Pippen, Scottie’s son, on the streets of Chicago. Evidence suggests that Scottie Pippen not only fathered Devonte through violence but also played a direct role in his death  an act intended to silence the truth and protect Pippen’s family, including his then-wife, Larsa Pippen.

The lawsuit outlines a chilling web of deception. Allegations reveal that Scottie Pippen and his brother, Carl Pippen, orchestrated a campaign of harassment and intimidation that spanned over 30 years a disturbing pattern of stalking, threats, and psychological torment. Despite multiple attempts to expose the truth, the Chicago Bulls organization and the NBA allegedly turned a blind eye, shielding one of their most celebrated stars from accountability.

In a dramatic legal showdown before Judge Maire Aileen Dempsey in Cook County, Illinois, Chyvette Valentine demands $300 million in damages seeking justice not only for herself but for her murdered son. The suit accuses Scottie and Larsa Pippen of orchestrating a cover-up, leveraging their influence to manipulate law enforcement and silence witnesses.

The evidence includes disturbing allegations of Scottie Pippen’s involvement in sexual violence, Devonte’s wrongful death, and a calculated attempt to eliminate Chyvette Valentine to protect Larsa’s family interests. Shocking details describe a "bedroom fantasy suite" allegedly set up by the Chicago Bulls to lure victims into Pippen’s grasp a chilling revelation that reveals the NBA’s complicity in enabling his abuse.

The case implicates not just Scottie Pippen, but a network of powerful figures who allegedly protected him from NBA executives to public officials who ignored Valentine’s pleas for justice. The book uncovers damning emails, police reports, and testimonies that expose a cover-up reaching far beyond the basketball court.

Conspiracy to Commit Murder is more than just a true crime story it’s a harrowing account of a mother’s relentless fight for justice, the corruption that allowed power to silence truth, and the courage it takes to expose the darkest secrets hidden beneath the bright lights of fame.

Prepare to uncover a scandal so shocking it will shake the sports world to its core. The truth can no longer be buried.


 

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